I think I may be insane. FUCK!

Yep, I think it has finally happened. I used to think this kind of thing was funny. My aunt would run around the house ass out naked thinking that demons were running after her and my entire family would laugh and joke about it in secret. I was definitely one of them. Mocking her pain behind her back. I guess I deserve this.

It started a couple of weeks ago. I started to hear voices on the other side of my wall telling me they were going to kill me, I almost jumped out of the window in fear (My window is three floors up just to let you know.). At the time I thought nothing of it, the hallucinations were drug induced, that is until now.

It started as low, faint voices. Things that I could barely hear but were still curious. I began attempts to perceive what I was hearing and pretty soon the voices got louder. Soon I started making out what they were saying. The strange thing is, the voices were that of my inner voice, my conscious had actually manifested itself. This makes it even worse, because now I don't know if I am having delusions based on my constantly self denigrating psyche, or if these are actually real.

FUCK.