I really don't like being called a faggot when my sexuality is no one elses business but my own. Most of the time it happens when I am not even talking or acknowledging the person who said it. I don't like feeling like less of a man. I really don't like feeling like an abomination. I hate feeling like a bitch when I cry after someone that I never knew, someone that I wasn't even looking at, someone that I will never know actually exists other than a voice that I heard, insulted me. I hate this perpetual cycle of self hate that I constantly go through that not only manifests itself mentally, but also physically.
I swear sometimes I just want to get a gun and shoot them all. I am normal, this is my luck.
P.S. I hate you too.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment